a i s h a h i z h e r e

what a nice song, hard to resist, yes i am the lover of good music…

“Untitled”

How could this happen to me?
I’ve made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me?
I’ve made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I’ve made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

www.plyrics.com/lyrics/simpleplan/untitled.html

hmmm i really love to listen to this song…..

i just wanna wish selamat hari raya to everyone who read this..maaf zahir dan batin to all of you….take care, be careful on the road, please remember the one that you love…

most of my staff had gone home, they hope to celebrate raya with their families earlier…hehehe

k..mmuuuaaah

5 minutes earlier:

huh got no motivation to work today…i would like to see my x boy fren..heh just do not know why, i feel like i just want to see him…maybe i miss him…

after 2 minutes i wrote the above.

hmm guess what, i just called him, it feels so good to get to listen to his voice..

what is happening to me?…

why do we never know what we’ve got till its gone?…

malas nak buat karangan bahasa inggeris lagi..bila sampai soal hati ni kena bahasa lembut sikit..hahaha entah la aku cuma nak ulas sikit je tajuk kat atas, well, bagi aku..perkara macam ni selalu terjadi…ntah la kenapa…lagi satu, kita biasa take things for granted, bila dah kehilangan baru rasa yang sebenarnya kita memang memerlukan sesuatu atau seseorang tu..kan? i bet many have gone through this situation, well, i had, so many times…

memang sedih, bila kita baru terasa akan kehilangan sedangkan kita macam buat dek je terhadap benda tu bila dah ada depan mata kan? sedih lagi bila kita dah ada benda tu, tapi terpaksa berpisah…senang cakap, bila kita dah sayangkan someone, tapi pada masa yang sama kita tahu dia takkan jadi milik kita….tak mungkin…

aku pernah lah…tapi masa tu cam bodoh2 je…sekarang nih dah leh  terima hakikat dah…huhu

ahhh aku tak reti sebenarnya nak buat ulasan jiwa2 nih..hmm anyway, sebagai manusia, tiap orang ada persepsi sendiri..tengok lah cara kita menghadapi sesuatu tu, positif ke negatif ke…up to us actually…

semua dah besar nih, dah bleh beza dah kan baik ngan buruk..hmmm k lah geng, thanks for spending ur time viewing my humble blog..

k that’s all hav a nice day..mmuuuaaahh

a song to ponder..

the day you went away-m2m

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming ’bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there’s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we’ll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

The day you went away
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we’ve got ’til it’s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away

heh it’s a nice song though a bit childish, i admit…

heh, last night i got a chance to meet mawi..anyway, was there on an invitation from eon, for MOU Ceremony between mawi and eon at holiday inn, glenmrie.for mawi now is officially eon’s ambassador..huh..for me, he is so adaptable, the way he respond to the function, audience, children (there were also honoured orphanages from 3 different welfares)..was so natural…huhu the Datin who sat beside me, was so interested in mawi…well, me too(biasalah)hehe

hmmm today got an invitation from batey ads, to break fast at Shangri La…so thankful…

wanna stick a picture i took from khair’s friendster photo..hehe thanks for exhibiting that photo ya my dear..heh

syafiq, ME, khair, taufik, faruq, mizi (ustaz), salina, amir and zul..9 of us were the new ptd at Ministry of Transport, Malaysia..

i just wanna tell you..that i really love this song…

thanks to : www.allavril.com

Fall To Pieces..

I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can’t undo
If I had my way
I’d never get over you
Today’s the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don’t wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don’t want to talk about it
And I don’t want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don’t want to talk about it
Cuz I’m in Love With you

You’re the only one,
I’d be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the star
Back into your arms

hmmmm best lagu nih….

yesterday seems wonderful…everybody seems satisfied..and everyone was smiling after the event…hmmm k lah don’t want to tell about it anymore…for more details please read today’s newspaper..with YAB TPM on the first cover..about road safety campaign…

today is the busiest day of my working days…we have to do the final preparation for the function that is going to be held on 23rd at sentral station kuala lumpur…huuh..so hectic that i don’t even have time to update my blog…

hmmm i guess that’s all for now…i still got much things to settle..plus today is the last working day of the week..

tomorrow i have to go to sentral station…to check things out, to prepare the goodies bag, i am going to be the chief de misssion tomorrow!! huh what the…

hopefully i’ll do my best tomorrow..

k that’s all u guys, have a noce weekend..muuuaaaaaaahh..

sign with love forever true..

last night i went for a movie "into the blue" starred jessica alba, paul walker, paul walker’s bestfriend and a cameron diaz wannabe…not so nice movie cuz while watching i was thinking "lama lagi ke?" for quite frequent times…oh and i watched that movie alone..that’s why i was so bored…otherwise i could critized while watching that movie with my friends..hehehe (further details : http://imdb.com/title/tt0378109/)

i reached home late, had late nite sleep, and that’s why i was so sleepy this morning…i was so excited anyway this mornig cuz my boss seemed to like the work that i’d done yesterday hehehe…

then again before he left for a meeting at 8.45, he left me some works to do and expected me to finish the works by the time the meeting end (10 am)…thank God that i managed to finish them on the time cuz he got to rush to Parliament… and after lunch break he sat in front of me and thanked me for the job that i have done…then he told me that now i can do more job, that’s mean i am going to be more trusted for any job…hmmm and then my senior said that was such a good impression for a new oficcer like me..hmmm i hope i am going to always be this way but hopefully i can imrove myself from time to time…

now i’m trying to settle all the letters that i didn’t finish yesterday…hmm k friends thanks for reading, have nice day…

muuuaaaaaah

*true love is like ghost, many talk about it but some have seen it….

have u ever think or feel u have ever feel the true love?

hi…yesterday, the sweetness of Monday that i’ve felt..

i) i got my first paycheque as a government servant

ii) broke fast with khair n taz at lot 10, stayed for a raya show at Sg Wang Plaza(think: Anuar Zain, Misha Omar, Dayang Nurfaizah, Amy Mastura, Tini 3R, Billy Dzulkarnain, and lots of good local artists)

right now i’m loaded with lots of letters and report to finish, ok i’m am responsible to write letters to relevant agencies to follow up about fatal accidents happened in August 2005 (think : JKR, PUSPAKOM, PBT,JPJ, PDRM etc.)

i am also on the way to finish a report on Keutuhan Pengurusan (JKP)…k i’m learning right now..hopefully i can do things right and do the right things…

hmmm k good day every one..muuuaaaah

today is Monday, 17th Oct 2005 = 13th Ramadhan 1426H

i thought my boss wanted to see me just now, but when i was walking in his way,  he did say nothing, luckily i was holding KOSMO, so then i made my way straight towards the newspaper’s room, without stopping in front of him.huhuuhu

sometimes i feel like i was the one who didn’t do anything in this office..considering that i’m still new, for many things and works i just had almost no idea of what i am supposed to do..still it has been a blessing to have some kind subordinates and seniors who did help me through..