a i s h a h i z h e r e

last wed, i fly to terengganu…to visit our newly state office, and to join the Bomba and JPPH…they did inspection to the office, so i had to be there as well, as a representative from my dept….my oldmate from school fetch me from Sultan Mahmud Airport-thanx to Kak Iza (fatimah safriza)

Alhamdulillah…everything went well…on Thrsday evening, i went back to my home, in Kelantan…spent the weekend with my beloved family…

Sunday, went to trengganu, met my oldmates from school (fida n bulat)…had dinner at bulat’s home, then she and fida sent me to airport, took flight from k.t to klia…safely reached klia at 10.30pm. had shahrul and kak ju waiting for me in dept’s waja…

arrived at home at 11.15 pm, got a chance to watch some last minutes of gol n gincu…nice…

so now back in office, reporting in this blog…haha

well got to do some corrections and report of my trip to trengganu…so wish me and all of u guys best of luck, hav a nice day…

just came back from alamanda..went there with my staff…luckily they are around…i sometimes felt a bit bored to be in the office, where there are only two lady officers in charge, (zura-the senior, and me)…otherwise i’ll be stuck in the office during lunch…

saw Xxx there, wlaking with two ladies, left and right ^_*…so i texted him, these were what i said "cet, 2 org skali tu!mantap"…so he did reply, told me that they are his sisters..so, o.k…whatever…

well, it has been almost a month since we finished DPA…when it was the last time i saw my *once adored*…hmmm help me, i still can’t get over him..what to do…life must go on, i shud always be in reality, in real life, where, there were not always happy ending waiting in the end of any stories…

i cant believe that i gained so much during that course, i was involved in things i’ve never imagine myself involving…doing the things i thought i am unable to do…above all, these are the things that made me think about life a lot, about friendship, relationship…

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.

She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here you better tell her first.

She is like a musical note always change in tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting", or "Over-reacting".

When she is depress, she will go out and look for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money" as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money. She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy her expensive and not useful gift. She is the type who enjoy a long and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under the moon light she will be fascinating woman.

She has a constant fear for many things. She fear of not being smart nough, not pretty enough. Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. She is not stingy, but you will not surprise if you see she collecting old or broken junks. She sees that everything are useful to her. She will find a way to re-use it again some day. She is not a jealous type,but possessive.

The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don’t leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

She is a very careful mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law, you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her own daughter being an "Old mate".

She could be moody and argue with you in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she will be waiting for you, but not for long O.K. This kind of testing is risky, try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love". She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house with no Love.

frens, do u agree with what stated? i think it’s almost true…huhu

p.s : thanks to mc yus.

friday nite, mid and i went to "malam bintang kkdn" at Auditorim D8…it was a nice, though most of the contestants were old…hehe.. my saturday, 22nd July started marvellously…mid and i went to precint 2, had a short jog thru the masjid putrajaya boulevard..about 15 minutes, then made some easy walk…for about 15 minutes more…hmmm i felt very healthy and happy…then went to upm to c my sis…then headed to perodua services centre at serdang..had a nice breakfast (rice porridge) at La Rizzz, Bangi…then went to alamanda…helped me, she purchased a 5 tier drawer…then reached home 15 minutes to 12 pm…what a day!!! in the afternoon, n evening i spent most of the time in front of television… watched Laguna Beach…(i love all of them, esp. Kristin)… on sunday, my days started late, at 12.45 i walked alone, to erl station…went to sogo…huh…very marvellous…sale sale sale….im a shopaholic!!!!…this week alone i purchased : 2 t- shirts, 1 skirt, 1 blouse, 1 pair of nice olive pants…huhuhuhuu…

Good bye my love – James Blunt

Did I disappoint u or let u down?

Shud I be feeling guilty or let the judges found?

Cause I saw the end before we’d begun

Yes I saw u were blinded and I knew I had won

So I took what’s mine by eternal right

Took ursoul out into the night

It may be over but it won’t stop there

I am here for u if u’d only care

U touched my heart u touched my soul

U changed my life u changed my goals

And love is blind and that I knew when

My heart was blinded by you

I’ve kissed ur lips and held ur hands

Shared ur dreams and shared ur bed

I know u well, I know ur smell

I’ve been addicted to u…

Chorus            

Goodbye my lover

Goodbye my friend

U have been the one

U have been the one for me

I am the dreamer and when I wake

U can’t break my spirit

It’s my dream you take

And as u move on, remember me

Remember us and all we used to be

I’ve seen u cry, I’ve seen ur smile

I’ve watched u sleeping for a while

I’d be the father of ur child

I’d spend a lifetime with u

I know  ur fears and u know mine

We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine

And I love u

I swear that’s true

I cannot live without u

And I still hold ur hand in mine

In mine when I’m asleep

And I will bare my soul in time

When I’m kneeling at ur feet…

sometimes, so many times, things won’t happen as wished…just go on with life, leaving behind all the memories, which are nice to be remembered, but sometimes can tear our heart apart…knowing that we once lived in the precious moments, we shud always be grateful…

sweet memories are hard to forget, not as easy as when we created them…

huhh, i think i had something with weekend, i just love it…it s not that i had marvellous plan or anything, it s just that i love the image of resting, relaxing…without doing nothing…fuhhh…

hmmm anyway, when we have too much time to spend, but dont  have anything to do, weekend can be a tension period…huhu

i think i m going back to ampang tomorrow, perhaps i ll spend some on new pairs of baju kurung…or at least buy a or two new "kain pasang"…i d like to buat some baju baru…got not much baju kurung to wear to office, anyway i think i just feel bored with the same baju kurung…

i m planning to go back to my hometown by the end of this month…mid s going to miri, my housemates will go on vacation to k.k…and i think i just go home n spend some nice time with my family…it s been so long since the last day i was home…in the early of june..after the "penempatan kampung module"…

hmmm k i’ll just stop here…^_^

have a nice weekend evrybody!!!

muaaaaaaaaaaaaah

tatau la…there s nothing interesting actually, hmmm let me think of sumthing significant happened yesterday…

i went to futsal training, i joined the JPM’s team practised…it was on aimi invitation..huh, yes it was enjoyable, but as usual, my mind would drift, remembering the time when we (xsidang c n I) went out to play futsal at futsal court for the first time at sec.14, during our dpa days…

how i missed u guys…

anyway, works are loads today…

hemmm hav a nice day evryone…muaaah

yesterday was my birthday..but there s nothing special…i got a terrible headache yesterday, very much. i ‘d like to say sorry to my fav frens :mid, aimi n fishfish for ruining their relaxing day with my headache…

anyway, we went to imran’s kenduri…then to klcc n lastly mines…hopefully to watch pirates but all cinemas were full…so we just walk2 around the place then went back to putrajaya…

dear frens, thanks so much!!!!i had a nice day yesterday…

JANUARY————————– pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. (sharul, siti nurhaliza)

–——–FEBRUARY——————– Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. (fisha, jimi, nasrul baby, faiz(my bro))

—————–MARCH——————– Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. (khai, faruq, amiri..)

——————APRIL——————- one of the best personalities there is, Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. HOTT BUT HAS BRAINS. (erna, angah(my bro), nasriah)

-—————-MAY—————– Stubborn and hard-headed. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Weakness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. (marianis, zaha, mcyus..)

————JUNE————- You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! (yuni,fiqa etc)

—————-JULY————– Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. (me,me, aimi, firdaus, baby naim, yana, aje)

————AUGUST————— outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing’s peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. (ainun (my sis)

————SEPTEMBER————— Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. (mid,mid)

—————OCTOBER——————- Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. (zahaslan, norzam..)

—————NOVEMBER——————– Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest MEN or women are born in this month. IF U EVER BEGIN A RELATOINSHIP WITH SOMEONE from this month, HOLD ON TO THEM because their 1 of a kind. (salina.)

—————DECEMBER————— This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible… better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. (Alif, etc)

felt like a lazy person…(pre-occupied)more or less…hmmm

read mid blog, really love the stuff she wrote bout the things she missed from the course…and i think we had the same feeling toward the same respected things…the bad boys..or i called them the v.l…

sumtimes they r fun, sumtimes they r annoying, but most of the time, very entertaining…they are kind at heart, i believe…if not, opek won’t stay at INTAN as a P.P..hehe

like lum said, dia ganas,tapi jujur..hahaha

i had always felt a wave of proudness actually to be seen with the v.l…i think many guys from dpa did respect these bunch of guys..and one thing for sure, the one that i adore is in the v.l…(u know who)..hehe

hmmm..what ever, i believe that none of them will get thru this blog, ("what it is with the what?blog?huh!"-i think this will pop out from their mouth if they knew about these…)..so ijust wanna say thanks to them…for being around, for adding colors to the my favourite sidang..the sidang C first sem of DPA.

shah,shrl,miri,jeng,josh,wahidi N,opek,mcna,kakliza,majid,abayom..big daddy(last minute registered)…whoever..u guys the 2nd best gang after mid, aimi, shery,fisha,both kakak farah n noreen, k.sha,lat, zairin..etc.)

anyway, all u guys rock!!!