a i s h a h i z h e r e

You seem to find the dark when everything is bright
You look for all thats wrong instead of all thats right
Does it feel good to you to rain on my parade
You never say a word unless its to complain
Its driving me insane

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i’d do
Is thank the stars for all that i have
If i were you

Look what surrounds you now
More than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be
So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
it happens all the time

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i’d do
Is thank the stars above
Tell the world i love that i do
If i were you

So whats it going to take
For you to realize
It all could go away in one blink of an eye
It happens all the time

If i were you
Holding the world right in my hands
The first thing i’d do
Is thank the stars above
For the world i love
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that i’ve wanted to
If i were you

these are the words of motivation dear…………..

this time around, i was appointed to guide the journey as we decided to go thru kelantan, drop by at my house before continuing our journey to k.terengganu.(for jimi’s wedding)

we departed from putrajaya at 9 pm…fetched fisha at sg. besi and of we go….had late dinner at mcd genting sempah..and made some stops at various petrol station (nature calls) hehe

i managed to get a shoot of a fast car-crash itself into a drain somewhere between merapoh-gua musang…

we arrived at my home at 5 am, then after a simple hot milo drink and short chat with my parents all three of us dozed off to sleep…damn, how tired i was at that time-i barely close my eyes along the way…

at 10.30am, saturday, 26th august, we started our unfinished journey to k.terengganu…we decided to use the jalan pantai…(as it sani’s first time)..here are some nice shoots i successfully took as the car moved

we arrived at jimi’s at about 1 pm…it was marvellous to see other friends of us were also there, gang from JPM, tazril, faruq n zul MK…before heading back to k.l, zul took us around k.trganu…had a nice TT at a well known keropok lekor stall…that was nice…

i managed to shoot some pics of a vespa convoi…we met them at a traffic light at k.terengganu…here are the pics of them…in their well decorated vespa…

these are some more beaches that we passed on our way back to k.l…

and this is the wrong spelling…it shud be satar dan otak-otak, instead of what was stated on the signboard below…(somewhere at dungun, rantau abang, maybe..)

had a nice chat with my senior…we just talked about ourselves.  cause it seems like we shared the same beliefs. the way we think about things and people are next to no different. alike.

i just knew him, and i think i heard more about him than heard anything from him, so given the time (both of us are free) and the mood (lazy-to-work friday), i decided to clarify things that i d heard bout him, since he is going  to be, yeah well, already is, my colleague.

after the q n a session about that things, we came to a conclusion which is more back to question, that is why did people tend to talk behind us, instead of asking us if they wanna know the truth?  why, most people, even though we think they are close enough to us, still they tend to seek answer via the wrong source, so this will lead to misunderstanding, and worse, backstabbing, ,causing people to lose friends…(because even before we get to know people, we tend to ask others how does he/she behave-and if we get negatives answer, we tend to make decision-well u know-that will difficult both party)

Most people think that it s a bit harsh to go and ask about others matters face to face, without concern that it will hurt more for that person to know that people talk about themselves at their back.

i think that s the way people behave, we cant change people. but we can always improve ourselves. if we mind our own business carefully, there s no way people talk negatively about us, unless they themselves are no-heart-stomach people. anyway, nobody’s perfect.so are we. ah, in the end, let people lah…there s no ending if we always had to try to satisfy others, till our last breath, we ourselves would never be satisfied…

venue : taman cheras utama, cheras - kind of hard to find also.we got lost..

time   : somewhen between 2-4 pm :p

these are pics that i managed to get with my new nikon…

  i managed to catch up the moment when miza was smiling and showing off her famous side teeth..

with farrah, yus and zua…

ini inai cik ye (amiza) pakai…

with almost all the skulmates who attends miza’s wedding..

last saturday, before going home after hajar’s wedding, aimi, fisha n i decided to go to Low Yat Plaza, just to check out sum interesting new things (if there’s any), so aimi parked her car at sg.besi lrt station…we took the train to hang tuah and monorail from hg tuah to imbi..

of course there’s sumthing attract my shopping instict (i ended up buying penskin for my pen drive-a nice black n pink skin and a new digicam (to replace the one that i lost during dpa)anyway, it s not what i actually want to post, it s the issue of our youth-malaysian’s youth i d like to discuss more.

i think i m getting older, or i more matured now, i dun really care. i guess a week spend in ulu sepri, undergoing a BTN module, made me realize, how much i love Malaysia, how i wish i can contribute more to together develop this country…how i have to manage of our country’s pride…

hmm it s the scene in the lrt, where a bunch of boys, wearing black. tight jeans, boots and sum accecories that made us think that they were different, and respected..they did laugh their heart out that nite, making the lrt as their own home, i cant stop but feeling like i want to go there and told them, hey, we are all paying the certain amount to get in this tren, u dunt have to act like u r in ur own home! but, anyway, i m sad i m not that brave..

it s not that that i wooried much, it started when i saw (from far of course) one of the boys got crazy and went to punch another boy (who did not belong in their grup)…aimi n i just hold our breath, calm ourselves and think, we dun really wanna be the scene witness, i was a little afraid at that time, i think sumthing worse cud happen, they were all shouting at each other, claiming they are the best whatsoever, i was ashamed too as there were tourist as well in that couch..hmmm these are the youngster we hope to manage Malaysia, but i was disappointed with their behaviour, i wish they also had to spend at least a week for BTN module…

i didn t know i had such that feeling in my self, i was proud of myself, i have the Malaysian’s spirit in me…i m proud to be malaysian…(anyway i wrote this in english bcuz i want to sharpen my english, not because i sound stupid if i speak in malay daaaaaaaaah..)

Selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke 49! dear Malaysian.

had nice time with frens…(they have big part in my current life), went to hajar’s wedding…though it s quite hard to reach there (we are no shah alamers), we managed to get there and saw her n her husband sat nicely, during makan beradab..(we all gathered so that we cud see her from far and mimicked our mouths "aum" everytime she open her mouth to eat..hehe)

sunday, i went to my skulmate’s wedding-amiza…met others skulmates-yus, bulat,zai,irah, zua,farrah,diana d,lami,alan,kicap,and ey…things were much different rite now.hey.fun to see y all babes…

well, seeing my frens (who live a drive away) on sunday, they don t really wanna hear my stories anymore, as they told me, "never mind, echah, we’ll read ur blog.." how cud u!!!!

what about my far-far away fren (penang, sabah-like they want to hear bout me la kan :P)..anyway, all, i write for myself, i write because i just like to…

hehe…whatever, my saturday was a lame saturday (full of sleep-eat-tv-sleep again) because i left my purse in my friend’s car, and he only returned that on the nite…

sunday-went to a friend’s wedding where i met all my favourite frens, and him, of course..

dear zairin, be happy to read my blog, and umm faruq told me that ur signature motto when we first introduced each other at intengah (di mana ada zairin di situ ada latt) shud be changed into this statement- "di mana ada zairin di situ ada -mm u know who.." haha (jgn marah aaa)

that s all..

to ucu (najmi)- wish u a very happy and blessed marriage, ever after

bukan nya aku tak tahu
kau sudah ada yang punya
atau bisikan cinta
ku tahu engkau berdusta

namun ku tak mau mengerti
selama kau masih bersamaku
karna ku suka,ku butuh cinta yang pernah hilang dariku

cinta ini kadang kadang tak ada logika
berisi smua hasrat dalam hati
ku hanya ingin dapat memiliki
dirimu hanya untuk sesaat

bukan nya aku tak tahu
kau sudah ada yang punya
karna kau telah bisikkan cintamu padaku
ku tahu engkau berdusta

i think i live in a world full or half full of lies.  Yesterday, i saw this man, who just asked me out on date about 2 days ago, walking hand in hand with a girl-i took it that that girl is his girl friend. Whatever.

Hmm what made me sadder is the point that i think i was cheated by the person that i used to respect so much.  Huhu.  Still I don t really want to care about this. Whatever.

Once i found out about all these on the same day, i nearly gave up in trusting people.  Luckily i still got friends who are always around me, sad or happy.thanks so much my friends.  for supporting me, even though they know i am a bit stubborn, but stil they being patient with me…thanks so much.

oh by the way, yesterday, i went to mines, just want to loaf around with sum frens-fisha and aimi…had nice dinner at pizza hut, went for clothes window shopping and lastly, went to Living cabin, where i bought 2 wrappers, (i think they r beautiful n cheerful) i already used them as fake wallpaper haha… who cares…

hey i think that s all…i m trying to live my life happily, thanks for all the support that i ve received.. and to those who had try to bring me down, thanks, if there s no pain, i think i d never be grateful for this life…

yesterday, had a nice late afternoon get together with aimi, taz, zaha, nije, shah BKN and napee…we dun really plan to meet up but as working time went up, some of us were hungry and decided to go for a teh tarik session at Mamak Precint 9…at first it was only me n zaha, then taz and aimi…on the way to precint 9, i saw nije’s car and asked aimi to drive her car side by side with nije’s and i shouted at him (nije) saying that we r on the way to mamak…then we went forwardm there was shah’s car, with napi inside…so i called nije and ask him to go with us…then there the story goes…

taz and zaha joined us few minutes after that…even there were only seven of us, but the havocness is still there….

after that aimi and i went to aimi’s future home…(where she decided to place her dream bedroom set) but unfortunately, the size of her future bedroom seems a bit smaller for the dreamnt bedroom set….so i think she will change her plan of buying the bedroom set..oh whatever..she don’t really read this blog anyway…

i had a nice sleep last nite…(why? oh yeah…i just bought a new pillow from IKEA…)hehe….