a i s h a h i z h e r e

Today is 5th Ramadhan.  Including today, it has been 5 times of my trip to Pasar Ramadhan.  On the first day, i went there with aimi, n on the rest days, i went there with my colleague.  Sure all of them were nice moments, but one thing i cudnt help is the smell of charcoal of kebab, chicken wing, ayam percik (my favourite so far) will stick on my clothes, to be specific, my work clothes. Huhu..

I thought i would like to write something about someone, but I guess this might be a little personal as many people will guess n guess n guess.  so i think i shouldnt put it here…

How ek, when we like someone so much, have to face that person everyday, feel like to smile, but instead, we just can present the most terrible face expression towards them..(dont know how to explain it more…)

Time now is 5 to 6 pm. Today I will gather with sum friends at Jusco Equine.

K all. Selamat berbuka.

the last weekend was definitely a special weekend, because Sunday was the day we started fasting.  for a month, we have to bear in mind, that we have to behave better than another 11 months before, to control our talk…etc.

i closed the not so bad last 11 months by watching a movie, our most anticipated the devil wears prada…after terrawih on saturday nite, mid and aimi fetch me and we went for that movie at my favourite cinema, MBO Cinemas, Ampang. that was a good movie and we had our time.  we had sahur at dagang avenue-my fish and chips, hmm it was kind a big portion so i cudnt get it finish..we had sahur at 2.30 am in the morning…slept over at aimi’s..

on friday nite aimi, mid and yatte went to klia, our friend was to depart on that nite. zarul, is going to do his master (UUM sponsored) for two years (i guess) in UK at Royal sumthing College, (my memories is bad on such things.. :P)

to all, selamat berpuasa.  have a hepi and blessful ramadhan…

with zarul n mid

get in touch with sum frens on friday eve

mid and yatte (me n mid in the mirror)

klia…

it hits me yesterday that i’d never gave a serious thought about saving. well maybe i thought about it, but when i am really gonna start saving?

this thought strike me cruelly as my mom asked about that. i couldnt forgive myself for my carelessly spending way.  i came to wonder where did i flush my money on…huh

so i think from this month i m gonna start seriously saving!!!

wish me luck again!

we had such a supposedly to be our big day, yesterday.  but as it was supposed to be big, well i think it didn’t even reach the word small, i think it was smaller.

why? because i think it was supposed to be fun. it started from the rehearsal day on monday, when we had to be in our full dress as that day was the full dress rehearsal day. it lasted until 7pm! we had to be there (at PICC) from 8 am to 7 pm? what the heck.  without even considering our lunch…(not yet a big trouble, we used to get starving more than this one, anyway) but, hell it was such a boring and hectic day.  for once i wished i was at the office instead…i my self didnt believe that i was thinking to that extent..

2nd, yes i’ve met lots friends on that two days…but there s still a friend i wished to come and talk to me, (considering that  we’d been such good friend before) but seems like i was not a significant person for him on the day. anyway, come to think, i should not spend any thought on him anymore.okay i’ll move on..however, it s still good to see a whole lot of friends there…

3rd, my family didnt make it. but still i thank God, for giving me some guestless friends also…we had our lunch, greeted, hugged, took happy pics..and then we moved to my home, get some peaceful rest and sleep, and have dinner, like we did on a normal day. but it sure did worn me out.

got my diploma. a step closer to this job confirmation.  i didnt care for what had passed.  it is the future that i m looking for.  i wish myself and my friends best of luck.

guys, we still can make it.  we had our fun and joy.  doesnt really matters what is written on that paper, lets get with the life…

forget his name.

forget his face.

forget his kisses.

his warm embrace.

forget the love you once knew.

remember he had someone new.

forget him when they played your song.

remember you cried all night long.

forget how close you once were.

remember he had chosen her.

forget how you memorized his walk.

forget the way he used to talk.

forget the things he used to say.

remember he has gone away.

forget his laughs forget his grins.

forget the dimples on his chins.

forget the way he hold you tight.

remember he’s with her tonight.

forget the time that went so fast.

remember the love that moved, its past.

forget he said he’d leave you never.

remember he’s gone forever.

courtesy of fiqa

thanx mate

You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to loose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey it’s funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people then you will be stress-free…

it s a cartoon character quiz…huhu…

(taken from ezdwan’s ptd portal hehe)

hey, it was  a wonderful thursday ever, yesterday…i went to maroz with lin, aimi and azra..met mid there (she’s there with her colleagues)..were there for almost 1 and half hour…we went out at 1.00 pm and only be back at putrajaya at 5 pm…hehe

had dinner with aimi, azra, mid, jimi-(first time met him after his wedding-wonder he was not as happy as he was on his wedding-maybe because he missed hi wife), noli, and ain (mid n noli’s housemate) at nando’s putrajaya…(lin didnt join us because she was fasting-and yet she drove us to maroz…tq so much lin..)

here are the pics during our final fitting yesterday…n i think i am satisfied with the baju istiadat…

on the way..in lin’s kelisa

we ve got it our size!!!

azra is having james bond time? huhu…

dinner-with mid n jimi…

dear frens..thanks for adding me into your life..

I haven’t completely read a newspaper for almost a week.  Usually I will spend at least 10 minutes to read any paper in the library.  Maybe because my Director is not here, so the workload is higher than usual.  My colleague has just coming back for work after almost 2 weeks of break.  I wish I can spend one day wandering around or sleeping at home.  Maybe I’ll take a day off on this Thursday.  I wish to go and pick up the newly finished Istiadat Suit, particularly for our (DPA 1/2005) convo, which scheduled on the 19^th September…(elok sangat, on 20^th I have to be on duty in Parliament.

I haven’t stop working for these last two weeks…yeah of course I had never had as much work to do…actually if it is all about my work, I wouldn’t be so pissed off, but then it is other department’s work. (yeah of course, PTD is also the Pegawai Guna Sama..)but, I don’t think I have the urge to do all of them.  I have to rush here and there, call this and that person…be happily and merrily chatted to all the person, pretending to don’t mind all, but hey…

Luckily I chose to involve myself in this volleyball game…I think I’ve had fun playing.  Even after a good 8 hours of “self indulging” in work, I can still smile, all of the sports thingy can keep my mind away from the work…huh… thank God.

Actually I have to complete a meeting minutes, tomorrow we will be having a weekly meeting, and honestly, I hate meetings!!! Particularly because, I have to take minutes and I have to answer all the questions regarding all of the finance matters. (my Director and Account Assistant are all away).  So today, I have to complete the meeting and to go through the files left by my Account Assistant. My eyes will be sick of numbers today….

Last meeting was a b***s*** thingy! I felt like crying being asked and asked about the thing I don’t really involve.  Because I am the lead of the small Finance and Account group, so I have to be responsible for all the things my staff done-even when I was away for almost 6 months before! Really I haven’t go through all the files and documents completely to know so much things.

Yeah, time’s up, guess I better go on finishing the minutes-wonder why the big headed are so particular about his status-even in the minutes I have to write his status, mind you, it is not even Datuk or what..

Really, that’s all.

my office and the workload..(i m trying to beautify my office)

You are a Performer! (Dominant Extroverted Abstract Feeler)

You are a PERFORMER (DEAF)—

personable, self-assured, and excellent under pressure. You are extroverted and strong-willed, which, in combination means you are good with people and aren’t willing to let opportunity pass you by. Congratulations. I’m sure all the peons you’ve stepped on never saw it coming and didn’t feel a thing. You have formidable creative talents, and you often following what your heart tells you instead of your logical mind. Your exuberance can earn you many friends and admirers, despite your ambition, or it can intimidate the less confident into keeping their distance. It’s also possible that you’re Madonna

huhu…quite accurate..dontcha agree my frens?

anyway, let s start with saturday (after coming back from office). my PA followed me to my home as she would like to borrow my black skirt (for BTN) and i thought i d like to give her a pair of my never used black court shoes..

that afternon, i slept again…n aimi keep updating me about her badminton match…then she suggested to go out for dinner at precint 8.  and the nite had come, but to our disappointment, most of the stalls were closed, so sufi suggested us to have dinner at bangi, so we ended u having dinner at village view…hmm that was a nice place, with warm waiters n waitresses and delicious food, but anyway, the kerang bakar would never challenged the one we had in pantai dalam…the place is so calming…i had nice time there, accompanying by sufi n aimi..

on our way back, we stopped at petronas mesra, bought some jajan, as we decided to loaf around at famous Jambatan Precint 2…so there we were, chatted about our life, and brought back some sweets moments from dpa…gosh how much i miss frens from dpa…time flies and we went home at 1.00 a.m!!

had nice sleep, woke up only at 10 am..(i am a sleepyhead!!) did some laundry, room decorating, clothes arranging…tv watching, made up some comments on siti’s wedding (gosh! she was on every TV3 ads- bored seyh!!)

went out with aimi n fisha (again!), to explore some route to Parliament as fisha is going to drive there in her new myvi…(she’s there today!)…had dinner at Jusco Equine, did some present searching (for ezdwan’s wedding)…some groceries shopping and lazying ourselves with all those shoes we could find…

reached home, exactly 10 before 10, to watch Gol n Gincu lah kononnya, what the heck that series was damn over last week!!! lucky that the replacement show is as fresh as the late g n g (hopefully there will be a 2nd season or rerun, i dun really care! :P)

hmm that’s all..had nice time with u guys…thanks for the friendship!