a i s h a h i z h e r e

Hmm it might sound a bit weird, but yesterday was my first trip to the curve. i went there with aimi. anyway, we didnt do much things as we reached there late, at 6.45pm…(went straight from the office in putrajaya..).. Our main and primer target was Borders. we spent almost 1 and half hour (just) there…it was kinda hurry anyway. i was so attracted to the selections of cheap easy-cooking guide books…but thinking that i dont even own basic equipment to cook, (e.g an oven to bake) i just save the money on anything else lah…so i purchased two novels…(it’s been long since i last bought a novel). the two books are-breakup babe-which i wish to buy since 4 months ago…its kinda bit expensive, but thinking again that i still got a leftover from raya budget, so i splurge on my rm55 for this most wished novel and i hope it will do me good…(did i told that 4 months ago i was a breakup babe.. =(..) and a plain little balck dress series, daisy’s back in town…they cost me about rm75…

aimi? she keeps on splurging on manga now-thanks to astro channel 75!!! i can tell she’s addicted now..huhu

On the way back to putrajaya, we decided to bring back old sweet memories of an eatery along pantai dalam, but to our unlucky nite, that place was closed (cuti raya lagi kut..) so went straight to putrajaya, had dinner at mamak precint 9..(pathetically-heard about a new mamak konon, only to find out that that mamak is just another branch of Al-Nazmaju..the place we usually hang out…duh..)

Hmm was inspired to do nicer blog cause i’ve found some celebs’ blog..hehe..

yeah right, i am at work now, so back to work.bye.

   the boys, the girls, and the family….

these were written when i was at home,with my family…

24^th October 2006 (1^st Syawal 1427)

I am at home now.  We are going to celebrate raya today.  After a month (or less) of fasting, the last day end yesterday.  I was home since Saturday.  Anyway on that day, my brother, my sister and I had our break of fast in the car, because the road was so pack, it made the usual 6 hours trip last until 12 hours. (we departed from K.L at 7.30 am in the morning, and reached home, Kelantan at 7.30 pm) anyway I was so grateful we managed to reach home safely as it was my brother’s first long distance driving experience.

Be at home, is the best thing because since it is Raya, all of my siblings are home.  It was long since 8 of us were actually home at the same time.  And I could see that my parents and the younger siblings are happy with our presence in the home.  (me, angah and ainun are all in Selangor, KL and Putrajaya, faiz was in a private school, and firdaus is taking a skill certificate in IKBN,

Kota

Bharu..)

On Sunday, my family and I had our break of fast at my grandma’s, where I met my 4 cousins from the two uncles.  (Yes, my family is the biggest family among my parents siblings)..

Well, can’t wait to celebrate raya with other cousins and grandparents, hmm till now, till I write again, (the batt is running low) bye…

Selamat Hari Raya all!

my KP is supposed to be at home today, he is on leave. but here is he…wandering around in the office with a cup in his hand…hmmm

actually mood of working is kind of far away, my soul is already at home, i wanna go home to my family tomorrow…and spend a week celebrating raya with them..

raya song is in the air, almost everywhere, but here i am, listening to peter pan…whah really don’t know what’s more to jot down..

so guys, i guess selamat hari raya, and maaf zahir batin..semoga gembira di hari raya, and please, berhati2 di jalan raya…

woke up today to an SMS sent by my x-boyfriend…

he said…"bye bye semenanjung, i’m off to sabah today.."

so i SMSed him back and he told me that he had a job contract with maxis, a post in sabah…for 3 years, so i guess we are not going to see each other anymore…his flight was at 7.15 am today…

suddenly i felt like i wanted to cry, i just do not know why…

i just wish him best of luck and happiness there.

guess that’s all. no more about him i think…

last saturday, had a nice movie watching at my favourite cinema…with aimi and two additional friends of her…

it was a good movie, ang we enjoyed it very much..

anyway i guess i am not in the mood for story telling. i am so sleepy, and now i think i am going to sleep for a while.

yesterday had a great time breaking fast with my brother and sis and some of their friends at bangi.  problem occured when angah tried to start his car and noticed that his car’s front light were disfucntion.  so i told him that there were workshop at bandar baru bangi so we drove there, accompanied by his friend’s car, with hazard light on, only to find that all of the workshop were closed (it’s sunday..by the way..) and the only car workshop open was the car accesories shop, and i didn’t know if they can check the car’s problem. so i tried to call some of my father’s friends but to our disappointment, all the numbers given couldn’t be reached.  so i tried to call my driving class teacher, who happened to be at the office (which is situated at bangi), so he came and checked, and found the root of the problem and there, the car’s ready to move again. thanks to my teacher, En. Nizam.

Shopped with angah, ainun and adik din, i bought angah a new pair of baju melayu. and his friend commented on my action, yeah, he’s 23 and working and still i pay for his clothes?..so i responded and told his friend (adik din-who is 22 and still be called adik? haha) he is my brother so up to me lah..hehehe

ehem, got a call from MOT’s finance, got something to check on..so i guess i’ll stop here..thanks for reading.

10^th October 2006

At Home.

The topic that I’d like to share this time is my ex boyfriend.  I knew him since I was in 3^rd year in UPM.  We didn’t meet even once during the study years-I knew him thru one of my senior sister.  I didn’t know why.  But he kept avoiding that matters, so we had been contacted through phone calls and SMSs.  Anyway, we were not a couple at that time, so I had no problem with that.

Becoming couple.

He was a year senior than me.  He graduated almost a year earlier before me.  So he did have a job first.  He had become a job guider to me since then. He was a trainee at Maybank, so he told me those nice stories about that place, (Maybank Training Centre), and I was so excited and I think at that time, I’d like to do that too.  Hehe…We met. And I didn’t like him.  He was a bit bigger to my liking. I was so choosy then.hehe. But I think he was cute, and I called him Teddy Bear, haha…he didn’t seem to mind that nickname, and we became friend, closer than before.  I didn’t know why. 

I met him again. A year after our first meeting.  At that time, both of us had a job. He was a lot thinner than before.  And I like that.  He told me that when he met me the first time, he was recovering from a knee injuries and he couldn’t play football, which was why his body kept fattening hehe… when I asked him if there’s any vacancy in his job field, (he was a Maxis Customer Service Officer wekk :P) his answer is “ada, jadi girl friend saya..” what a stupid answer, and I was laughing at his answer. 

We became couple, after two years of being only friend….just a week after that, we broke.  It was the saddest day; I thought we could never be friend anymore. 

Two or three weeks after that, he contacted me again.  Asked for forgiveness…and asked me if I was angry with him…and I thought there was nothing to be discussed again because ‘us’ were so past and apparently no future…

And now after two years of breaking up, we still friends. And I think I have no problem with that.  He told me he still loves me…and I think I don’t believe him. 

I think I have no hope in him.  Well, maybe there’s still hope.  Should I believe in giving second chance? Hmm I think better not la..

Guess that’s all for now.

anyway, i think there is no other intenshion in our relationship, other than friendship…i also think he already has a girlfriend…but we are still having our fun time, together with some friends around us.

and to my friends, thanks for all the words u guys dropped into the comments. it sure made my days. cause i knew, there are persons or most of all friends, u guys did read my blog…

can i just state here, that he is just an imaginary boyfriend? haha… i am not gonna do more about him.  the previous post is only for a test.  to see the respond. now i know that my friends love to read what kind of stuff… hehe

okay guys, i’ll share more about him later (if there’s anything new..) hehe

I met him in the place i’d never guessed. i’ d always liked him since i first saw him last year. he looked so smart then. and his smile was and still is sweet. he is not so handsome, but he is smart, both appearance and thought.  i didn’t get much chance to talk to him before, because i don’t really know him, and i heard a lot about him, more negative than positive. and i viewed him since as an ordinary person, and i think i would never get too close to him…so goes the six months away, when i almost forget about him, and only to be back and to find him, nearer and closer than i think we could ever be.

Seeing him closely, i could clearly see those pearly white teeths, the gift from God that made his smile sweet, and i realized that the smile is the main factor i get attracted to him…

Now since i get plenty of time to talk to him, suddenly i run out of things to say, when in my minds there are a lot of questions i’d like to ask, but i can’t talk it out. i fear that my curiousity becomes a threat to him.

Anyway, we did spend some time together, without any plans, things just took place. I still herad the rumours about him, and i decided not to give a damn about the things, cause i think he is just a friend.  but anyway, the curiousity in me exploded to the extent i blurt out things i heard about him to him.(in need of clarification i am).  gratefully he didn’t see that as a problem, and instead he thanked me for asking him.(mean : i asked the right source) and he is thankful i chose to ask him.

So we talked, and i got to know him more. And i still think he is smart, his view is reasonable, his thoughts is deep. He’s got point when he talked, and i think i respect him for that.

So enough about him. don’t asked for more.