a i s h a h i z h e r e

hu looks like friendster is having a nice new background for blogging..

petang ni aku duk transfer lagu2 ke fon my boss…(M48 dan ke atas dapat fon..K610i lagi..) best la nampak gayanya fon tu…cam nak jugak sebijik. tapi cam lawan tokey la plak, 41 nak pakai fon ala-ala 48…hehe nanti jeles lak bos2 aku hehe

malam ni kami plan nak gi tengok wayang, cerita CINTA kat MBO Cinemas…Ampang..alamak aku lupa nak konfirmkan ngn Nana…jap lagi aku kol lah..ala dah kul 5.30 pm seyh…

so aku chow dulu lah..hopefully cerita CINTA tu okaylah…tgk iklan kat tv cam bagus jek.

hopefully malam ni goes on well. ok.

so that was said by too many people. please take it from the positive side. hmmm tak tau lah..kadang-kadang cam give up with these matter. not love, please. (i always set a hi-prospect on love..)

it is about my job (not really MINE) actually.  not that i hate my job. i really love MY job, especially when there are too many. cause i love doing the thing that i LOVE..

cam semalam rasa cam nak nangis pun ada bila KP talked to me outloud and a bit rude.  of course it was about another officer’s job. (let’s call him EPAL).  epal is now in australia, for a road safety (of course) course. he went there and leaving no trace of the report that KP asked him to prepare.  so yesterday, (at 5.45 pm) KP was mad when he realized all he had was the first draft of the report that was done by epal. (read : First Draft, dated 2nd November). so i was forced to break into epal’s room (lucky i am the one whose in charge for the office’s keys) to find any soft copy. and yes, there was none. so epal’s director asked me into his office and once again, i had to lend my ear to listen to boss’s saying that epal should had done this, done that..(hey, i am not epal, for God’s sake!) so yeah as the most junior staff available (read : it’s 5.45 pm daaa) i just listened. (without willing..)

hmm conclusion : i had to bring that damn first draft and retype whole pages that KP ammended before. (Luckily there were only two pages…) and to do revision and summarize them (my 25 pages report and epal’s  8 pages) into a simple 6 pages memorandum. and luckily i had them done before lunch hour. and today i did all i can to avoid myself from my KP and epal’s boss. but, hey they are the bosses…so yes, you knew it..i had to face them anyway. huh. but guess what, my KP said "well done, aishah!" after seeing and checking the report that i’ve prepared.

i love doing the things i know i am good at. heh. so does everyone, i guess?

yeah…for more good job in future!

it has been a week and i am still can’t focus on things.anyway i still would like to share some findings. (not that i m doing survey or what, duh) these are from my indirect observations, these things did happen around…

now i know that…

i) when a man loves a woman so much he is so sensitive when it comes about his woman.  some could cry when he is talking about his woman suffering.

ii) some people can be even more happier than the person that should  be happy .. i was so happy that i cry when my friend got married. humm…

i think that’s all for now. i m trying to find some words to decribe all those findings later. got much things else to do..

it was a very funny movie. aku and sufi (and sani, fahmi, fishy, noli and linlin) obviously had nice time there. hehe.

check this site out : http://www2.warnerbros.com/happyfeet/

aku baru je jatuh cinta ngn lagu rossa nih..

bicara pada bintang.

cant find any other words to be the title. hehe.

oh emm. breakup babe. the novel that i’ve been reading since last month. already finished it on last sunday. guess what, that blog, does really exist! do visit : www.breakupbabe.blogspot.com.

actually i dont really have anytyhing interesting to blog. but the feeling is there. feeling to blog, of course.  in 5 minutes i’ll be off to alamanda, with sally. sally is gonna celebrate her 1st year anniversary on this 26th November. happy anniversary dear. she’s gonna have baby by January. hehe.

feeling excited for someone. been proposed to be a fiance-maid. (pembawa dulang hantaran..) for my friend’s engagement ceremony tomorrow. haha.demn excited.

okay.gtg. sally is calling!

have a nice day!

entah berapa kali entah aku nak ubah aku punya blog design nih…

ni aku baru je abis meeting penilaian kewangan, cam demn jugak..mengantuk. nasib baik senior officers yang join tu okay jer…buat lawak baik punya sesambil buat kerja, so kira cam okayla…aku pun banyak belajar.

meeting tadi start kul 10 lebih, budget bukan main start kul 9 konon. campur ngan breakfast dan menyusun dokumen tu (aku je yang buat cuz aku lah the most junior officer here, the only gurl plak tu..) kul 10 baru leh start meeting…campur ngn gangguan dari pihak luar, (yelah bos je yang meeting, so anak2 buah, sket2 datang nak mintak sign la apa lah…).. dalam 12.45pm lak berenti rehat lunch and start balik dalam kul 2.30 pm…bincang2 semua dalam kul 3.59pm, semua analisis dah setel, so tinggallah segala2 tu untuk aku buat report… (aku kan master dalam bab penggorengan fakta nih…)

hmm sekarang lak, dah sebab penat dah sikit duk perah otak tadi so aku relax jap, jenguk2 blog…esok report tu nak kena siap sebab tender board meeting is on the next monday…esok dah jumaat..oooh tidak!!!

sabtu nih lak aku kena gi kempen keselamatan jalan raya plak, tapi malas la nak pegi…(aku dah mintak staf k.l untuk ganti aku, thanks kak dijah..)

balik bukit merah, kerja makin banyak, nak kena compile semua report yang dah dibuat secara individual, aku nak kena kompile semua and buat report (report lagi)…then present kat bos aku untuk dia present kepada pihak yang lagi atas dari dia…

gambar bukit merah pun tak upload lagi, bukan setakat upload ke friendster ke apa, dari kamera ke pc pun lum transfer lagi…

minggu ni, dua malam berturut gi tengok wayang (2 malam berturut2 gak balik umah kul 1-2 pagi huhu), isnin, tgk deathnote, selasa tengok casino royale…jumaat ni maybe nak gi tengok happy feet plak, alamak tiket lum book lagi..pagi esok la aku book…fish, lin, sani, zafa..and sape2 la..jom ei tgk wayang..

hmm mengantuk seyh petang2 cgini..tak der sape2 nak gi teatea ker? alamak, plan ngan mid nak gi joging dari hari isnin lagi, tak jalan2 pun…cam terikat ngn aktiviti ad hoc yang lain..

cam semalam, tetiba je gi shopping lak ngan aimi…huhu

minggu ni cam hectic jer…ah penat..tapi takpe, enjoy!

Basically, this will be a place to throw up anything, which is less personal and closer to me. Living right now, in a period when people does their own things, has their unique target, and sometimes to find a shoulder to cry on is harder than to find a sweets in a tray of flour, (huh)…blog is a better place, hoping for a better feeling… Most people are not targetting to be selfish, so I think they can be forgiven, right? Hopefully more good things will follow up…enjoy!

these are the things i’ve got from mid’s blog…huhu…

• S Sultry
• H Honest
• A Amorous
• H Helpful
• Z Zonked
• E Easy
• R Radical
• E Exquisite ….

hmm…office seems less organized lately, maybe because we are all chasing the dateline. so we did things that cross our mind. there and that. sometimes we forget the things we usualy do. such as updating yesterday’s work. making some calls. anyway what i’m trying to say is, we did things when we really need that, no,  correction, we did things anytime when boss wanted it. because the boss will talk and request and the jobs are ours to be done, right?

never mind if u guys dont really understand, i just do not know how to arrange words. as long as i understand, i think it’s o.k weh damn it really i cant focus a bit today. hah..necscafe tarik so..

there is a staff here -(dhotun if u read this, please keep quite) i don’t know when she’s around man officers, her voice will suddenly change into a softer and a bit "gedik" than usual. even when she talks to me, her voice is some kind of -i wont say she doesnt respect me- a bit loud and shrinking..(haha-can’t find any suitable word) - sometimes this kind of habit irritate me readers…(i just can do my work, i feel letih..) thank God i have my own room (nevermind even if it is a windowless white square room)

this post can be considered as backdated, but it still is true.

November 18, 2006

Bukit Merah Lake Town Resort

Here I am. Now for 3 days. Tomorrow this thing will finish. (Though the job we’d brought together may not be settled by this evening.-anyway, who cares)

I found that my staffs are now more concern towards their job and tasks.  Anyway, we are here because our boss wants us to prepare a manual job procedure for our department. It is a document that contains every staff’s manual job procedure (MPJ).  There are 22 staffs and officers here to work on this document.  It is a hard work because we had to think and imagine other’s tasks and the work process, step by step, for almost every single task that we list down. 

There are 5 groups, and every group do different level of jobs.  The first group consists of 4 State Directors and a Unit Director are doing the MPJ for the state Directors, The Unit Director and for our boss. The 2^nd group has to work on the other unit director and the assistant. Well my group is the last group to work on the support level, i.e the admin assistant, the finance clerk and the drivers-which left us with 12 MPJ to be thought and imagined.  Here I agree, creativity and imagination work most. 

Stop about all the facts, the boring facts to be exact.  I just had my lunch, with other staffs and officer.  It was nice and smooth, except when the officer did some comment regarding the hotel service.  And I think I am responsible for the comment she made, because I was the one who arranged to do this retreat here.  Why am I being so sensitive about this, because I work really hard to make this retreat happens. And then, they come, they who had do nothing to make this happens, they who had just came without any preparation, just had to bring their own self and their brain to work things out.  I was the one who had to leave all the jobs in order to make this happened. (Okay, it didn’t really take all my time, but yet, there’s certain thing I had to sacrifice). But it hurt though, when others just know how to complaint and critic.

Hmm things are better though, overall they are good. Okay, don’t really know if we will get things done, but we’ll keep trying. It was nice though to be here, away from the work stress, to be away from the windowless square room (my office).  That’s all I guess.  Don’t really know when I am going to post this.  The wi-fi coverage is poor. Miss the portal. Yes. The one with the 105ers members. See ya sooner. Bye.

Ketika pertama kali -Jiwamu ingin selalu- dekat Dengan -jiwaku yang belum bisa -Menterjemahkan segala

Arti pertemuan ini -Arti cumbu rayu ini -Yang mungkin bisa memusnahkan -Kenyataan hidup yang terjadi-

Ketika jiwamu merasuk ke dalam -Aliran darahku dan meracuniku

Ketika jiwamu memeluk hatiku -Dan biarkan jiwaku -cumbui jiwamu

Ketika kamu aku-melebur menjadi satu -Dan hanya waktu yang mungkin bisa Memahami apa yang terjadi -

Apa yang sedang kurasa -apa yang sedang kau rasa -Adalah cinta yang tak bisa Dijelaskan dengan kata-kata-

Ketika jiwamu merasuk ke dalam -Aliran darahku dan meracuniku

Ketika jiwamu memeluk hatiku -Dan biarkan jiwaku -cumbui jiwamu

-it was a favourite song of mine, since 2003 until now…

it is raining heavily, and suddenly my phone is ringing…hehe someone is remembering me….i m glad…

that person asked me how am i going to go home because i have no transport, and it s difficult to walk over to the bus stand…

hmmm nothing exactly, but it feels nice to know someone’s thinking about us…

right?

so, let our friends know that we are talking about them…cherish the friendship we had…