i guess ( i honestly hate guessing) i’ve been acting childish lately, so i wish to apologize for all the things i’ve done that make all of u or some of u or one of u or anyone hurt, disappointed, frustrated or anything.
I AM, AISHAH. I AM VERY SORRY FRIENDS. I LOVE MY FRIENDS. THANKS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP. I KNOW I COULD NEVER EVER MET FRIENDS LIKE U GUYS ANYWHERE ELSE.
I really like to talk about this one guy. we were close, so close before. but we’re still friend. but things are so much different. yeah it’s my blues week, i thought.
okay. things started to be different when he texted me on my birthday. the message was so simple. it reads :
"Happy birthday, my friend."
yep, that’s all! i mean, i know i am your friend, u didn’t really have to state the "my friend" cause i knew what my position is. yep, i knew and i realized it very well. we won’t go near the border, anymore. u didn’t really have to remind me. after all, u’ve already made my supposedly happy day a bit sad. yeah, plus i had a terrible headache on that day. sorry ya mid, aimi and fish.
then on his birthday when i wished him happy birthday, he did reply though and now, guess what did he say? okay…
"Thanks, sis…"
Yep, he called me sis! sis! haha…hmmm i didn’t know what to say. maybe he judged me as his sis. okay, then it is better than only friends.
It’s like hey, arghhh…okay, that’s my status! i m everyone’s sister now. and i think i love the idea. whatever.
Salina had safely delivered a baby boy…on 18th Jan 2007. when we (mid, fish, nolee and I) visited her last week, her husband forced us to find a name for their baby, because when they scanned her before, the doctors told them that they will be having a baby girl, so they prepared some girls name (including Aisha, hehe) to name their baby. Heh, so we finally came out with two-three name suggetions for salina’s baby that is - Kamal Izzudin (my choice) and Nafiz Izzudin (fish’s) and mid chose to stay with same classic name i.e Ahmad Izzudin. So, I don’t really think Salina will go with our suggestion but hmm who knows, ait?…
On Saturday, went to Emon’s sister’s kenduri, at Sri Kembangan. And after that went to see Azra played somne bowling. (It’s his Ministry Sports Activity). Gave him some support, and to Hakim too. Went to do some lepaking at our usual hanging out place, Al Nazmaju with Sani, Ina, Azra and Hakim. Met Ijan, he told us that Nani was operated for appendix.(not sure the spelling hehe). So we (Sani, Azra, Ina and I) went to Hospital to see her. She however was still in OT so we just sat and chatted with some other friends who happened to be there. Nani was out from the OT at 8 something so we just took a look at her and went for dinner. While waiting for Nani, we met S.B and he told us that her wife is expecting tonite.
On Sunday, (Fish, Sani, Ina, Azra and I) went to visit Nani. and also S.B’s wife. Thank God everyone is safe and happy again.
Thank God I am still healthy and good. and I feel blessed.
kenapa bila lepak2 ngn member2 lelaki, n then aku cakap "hensemnya dia tu"…member2 lelaki aku tu (read : zahirul, sani n zaha n kadang2 azra) akan buat muka?
tak paham betul…kalau diorang duk beriya-iya suh kitorang (read : mid, fish, aimi, aku, lin dll) cek out those gurls yang diorang rasa cute ke jelita ke takde plak kitorang nak kondem ape2..(kecuali kat zaha, cause he’s engaged-so i dont want him to be that seseorang!)
pernah zahirul (bukan nama sebenar) respond to me when i said "mmm, hensem" (dengan beriya), zahirul told me i sound desperate?! hello! of course he said it in those joking tone, but hello! i might get hurt u know!
sometimes i wonder how did they behave with their loved ones..(read : girlfriend)..anyway, i once had caught one of then on the phone with his girlfriend…huh..(sorry guys) wekkk…full of jiwangkung karattung…
so? hmm why ek, bila ngn kitorang yang memang geng nih, diorang (member lelaki kitorang la..)macam lain perangai dia…sedangkan kami ni pun pompuan jugak…jarang sangat nak layan kami ni ngan baik n gentle2…(yeah, like we REALLY need that, excuse me..) bukan nya kami nak dilayan cam we were ur girlfriend but, well, behave okay…kesian kat kitorang…
hmm jgn nak salah faham yang kami tak suka lepak2 ngn korang (kalau tak takdelah aku nak kol, konfirm lepak almost after every office hour) tapi..hmm never mind la…we just like u guys just the way u are…nanti ada orang kat ecah emo pulak…heh…
semalam tengok grey’s anatomy..sedih… huhu
what would u do if today is the last day of your life and u knew it?
i would prefer to be with the one that i love. i want to spend every single second with them. i want to hold them…
i would do anything to prove my love. echeh jiwang la plak…
but…
to know the fact that we are loving a person but can’t own them is really painful..
right? huh…life sometimes is unfair.
he came to my office and talked outloud to my boss..hek..what the heck..
the reason i am so angry is, my boss was standing right before him, he didnt have to shout, ok…just talk nice and slow, my boss is not deaf, yet… (i wonder if the bluetooth gadget that was hanging at the side of his ear had interfere his hearing ability)
please pay people some respect. if you feel like you know everything, then just share with us, guide us, not yell at us, scold us because of our defeat, right? we, ourselves obviously will always try to keep ourselves from doing the mistake, let alone repeating them. huh.
i really can’t stand people who talk outloud when the person he/she is talking to is just right before their eyes, irritating, ok…
ok, so the thing is LNPT. i haven’t even complete the last year’s form, and now i just received one more form to fill up?! Help!!!
Thank God, the family day for OZF was a successful thing! Although only 7% of us managed to show up, but the day still went on smooth and enjoyable. It was good having those guys around.
Till here, for more good things ahead. Have a nice day!
he came to my office and talked outloud to my boss..hek..what the heck..
the reason i am so angry is, my boss was standing right before him, he didnt have to shout, ok…just talk nice and slow, my boss is not deaf, yet… (i wonder if the bluetooth gadget that was hanging at the side of his ear had interfere his hearing ability)
please pay people some respect. if you feel like you know everything, then just share with us, guide us, not yell at us, scold us because of our defeat, right? we, ourselves obviously will always try to keep ourselves from doing the mistake, let alone repeating them. huh.
i really can’t stand people who talk outloud when the person he/she is talking to is just right before their eyes, irritating, ok…
ok, so the thing is LNPT. i haven’t even complete the last year’s form, and now i just received one more form to fill up?! Help!!!
Thank God, the family day for OZF was a successful thing! Although only 7% of us managed to show up, but the day still went on smooth and enjoyable. It was good having those guys around.
Till here, for more good things ahead. Have a nice day!
the new year has came. what happen to those resolutions? hmmm
i failed the driving test. so i can’t buy a car. i failed to save some money. so i can’t buy a car. is buying a car one of the resolutions that i set last year? hmm. can’t really remember. where the heck did i wrote all those resolutions. huh. can’t really recall. that’s it. i always tend to remember those trivial and unimportant things. were resolutions important? to some maybe. to some maybe not. whatever.
so now i wish i can set things smarter and neater. i hope i can plan things right. huhu.
anyway, made an agreement with jimi jahat on who can save more money in ASB in ten coming years. ridiculous eh?
buy a car? maybe. hopefully i can do that. but first i i have to pass the driving test. huhu.
got a news from SPA. my aku janji was kinda stuck and i need to refill the agreement form, which may take up to one year so i can be confirmed in the service.
get/find/meet a soulmate. hopefully. but i am not ready yet. but i guess i can try. right?
appreciate those who were always around me. believe in myself. be optimistic. think positive. don’t judge. those are the things that i’ve been trying to do this whole life. and still try.
get a bit seriouser about this job. prove i can do things right. and always ready to learn. i wish i could.
hopefully i can do those things. maybe not all, but hopefully i can make my life better.
good luck to me and all of my friends too. love you all. thanks for being around.
2nd January, my baby brother…the youngest one in the family had finally entered the school world. everyone in the family was excited for him. All of us woke up earlier on that day to wake him up, make sure he had breakfast and watched him getting ready to school…hehe..
hmm b, (his nick name is b-though he requested us not to call him b anymore) or his full name is naim was officially a school student yesterday.
dear b, we (ur sisters and brothers) wish u all the best! muah we love u…
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