Archive for February, 2007

aishahk

Perasan tak?

Perasaan tak lately it is hard to do comments in friendster blog? Huhu.

So friends, it’s not that I dint want to do comments but, it’s so complicated and i dint want to wait. hehe. I did read most of the updated blog, okay. So keep writing and updating!

aishahk

A JOURNEY FROM HOME

I had a rather sleepless night.  I woke up twice in 5 hours of sleeping.  Woke up and prayed and said bye bye to my father who was working 2 hours drive from home.  It was 6.45 a.m. 

Kissed my baby brother, tried to wake him up.  But as usual it took more than a kiss to wake him up, so I took bath got myself prepared for a journey back to Putrajaya.  My mum was busied herself in the kitchen.  My brother and I were to leave home on the same day, that day.  She prepared us a heavy breakfast.  I like anything she cooks, by the way.  As soon as I was ready, I ate breakfast, accompanied by my second youngest brother, who seemed so excited that he mumbled…

"oghe dok tau Along, kalu ari cuti oghe bangun awal tapi kalu aghi skoloh gak malasnyoh.."

Translate : I just don’t know Along (my nickname at home), if it’s holiday, I can wake up early but if it’s a school day, I was too lazy to wake up earlier…

I just smiled at him and in my mind I thought…"It doenst matter, because as far as I know u, which is I knew you since forever, you were excited only if it’s something to happen on that day, like Hari Raya, or picnic time or sightseeing time…" haha…Anyway he is excited because my mum allowed him to go with her to send me to Pasir Puteh to meet Sani, Napi, Azra and Ina there…with condition which he had to eat breakfast. (I just don’t understand these brother (E) and the youngest sister (Tihah) of mine-they hate to have breakfast, mum had to give something in return to make sure they had breakfast…)

When my baby brother, named B was ready and smart (he is so particular of his appearance especially the hair hmmm) he came and had breakfast with me.  It was good and happy moments for me.  When we were all ready, my mum drove us to P.P.

Sani, Azra, Napi and Ina were dangerously late, my family and I killed time at the Tok Janggut Park-(tak tau lah nama betul ke tak)…anyway at 10.30 am we already on our way to Terengganu to fetch Lin.

Had nice lunch at Lin’s home.  Thanks so much.

Then we stopped to entertain Napi’s shopper instinct at Pasar Kedai Payang and at Kak Yah Keropok Lekor at Losong, K.T.

We continued our journey and stopped to have dinner at Teluk Cempedak.  It was my 2nd time there and I love the ambience there.  Night air was so good and we had our fun taking pictures, of ourselves. We had fun like we didn’t have to go to work tomorrow (which is today)…

Ah, at last we reached home at 2.00 a.m. It was tiring. But fun. Thanks for the ride!

aishahk

chasing cars….

We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

especially for u guys. my friends.

aishahk

the ex boyfriend II

After almost two-three months since our last communication, this morning i received an SMS from him.  It read;

"Update your add please, i’d like to send an invitation card"

So, he is getting married? After what he told me a 3 years of working contract in Sabah, not going back home which is in Penang except on Festival Break (Raya Aidilfitri and CNY, maybe..) he suddenly texted me just to inform or to request the address.

I was so busy this morning, I just smsed him my office address without much time to think.  Hmm, he is getting married, hopefully it is for real. and for forever. for good. wish him happiness.

aishahk

the dreams..(i am happy)

Orang kata kalau mimpi manis2 (sweet dreams) masa tidur tu maksudnya orang tu tengah bercinta atau tengah happy sangat. Ye ke?  Lately aku selalu mimpi best2 jer…Happy ke aku sekarang? Ok lah kut. Bercinta? I wish! Tapi, hmm i m living in reality still. Hah…takpelah, having those sweet dreams are enough to keep me waking in a good mood.

Enjoy your sleep. Sweet dreams.

aishahk

a step ahead.

I woke up at an earlier time, prepared breakfast for myself and got down to catch a bus. I had to be in the office earlier because today we were having a monthly assembly with the attendance of the Minister himself.  However, even though I got myself into the first bus that stopped, it seems that the bus went around Putrajaya and chose to, at last, stop at the Parcel D bus stop. Huh. And yes, I did miss the assembly.

It was nothing much that I can expect from the assembly, except the chances to meet friends from other agencies and departments under the Ministry.(Hello Syafiq, Taufik, Ustaz, Faruq..-huhu like they were all attending the assembly.)  By the way, to listen to the Minister’s or the Deputy’s amanat and advices are something I found soothing and relaxing.  They tend to talk with a relax and humble voice. I like the way they talked so much.

The most interesting part though, is the singing part.  I don’t understand how, but somehow I think that some songs can give me a really full spirit. Like the "Public Service" song which we (the government servants) had to sing in the assembly.  I also love the DPA song-Selangkah di Hadapan. (the title of the post. ^_^)

Every morning, before going out for work, I choose to listen to songs, either on Hitz.TV  or MTV Hits. Sometimes good song give me good mood and energy. and strength.

That’s all. Sad still cause I’ve missed the assembly.

aishahk

tired II

I almost can’t believe my self when I have to think over  about the two invitation of entertainment tonight. Yeah, I mean…how come I really need to think of this. Yeah, I’ve got an invitation from Aimi to join her for Deathnote 2 tonight and another one is from Jimi and Khair to join the DPA Black and Gold Night (another singing competition among the current DPA students).

I guess I am too tired to join them. Yeah. It’s two nights in a row Aimi cancelled the movie watching plan. I thought I can still take it last night when she gave up the Deathnote for the Silence(the Taiwan series she’s addicted now..huhu), so I just lay down at home last night, which is quite okay for me because suddenly I was not so fine yesterday evening.  But tonight, I think I just say No…but no one knows if I still change my mind tonite despite all of tiredness. heheh.

The invitation from Jimi. or from Khair…which is whatever. I just can’t think of anything that can make me enjoy the night…Jimi sounded enthusiastic when he called me from his office this morning, before Aimi sent me SMS asking me whether or not I join her for movie.

Argh. Why can’t I just go and shut up. Maybe I will enjoy myself there. Or maybe not. But whatever, shah. You can still change your mind at last minute. You always do it what.

Food from Taman Warisan always left me a strange feeling. (except the Roti John and Lai Chi Kang). Last week, I found my self threw up after having lunch there and today, my stomach was upset again. Which brought me to sleep for almost 45 minutes in the office. huh. (Today’s recess is quite long- 12.45-2.45 pm) Thanks to the goverment.

This morning I’ve got three short meetings which I was the secretary for two. Yeah and now I am taking some time to settle the meeting minutes and thought it wouldn’t hurt to drop few lines here. So better get back to the job I guess.

p/s : Maria’s getting married this Sunday! Congratulations to her.