I ve found out that I am very much energize when I m doing some exercises. Like senamrobik on the friday evening. It was fun. I like dancing as well. I was dancing when I was standing watching the cheerleading competition at my aunt’s school last saturday. By dancing I mean, moving my body left and right with some matching feet tapping…heheh.
Anyway, I also admitted that I will be sleeping if I was not out to anywhere during weekend. I cant just stay home and awake. Even if I am awake, it will be no longer that couple of hours. I will be sleeping like I dont have anything to do.
To fight this bad hobby [over sleeping] I have to go out somewhere. Walking or driving or just chatting or eating.
So, my weekend has to be full with activities, otherwise, I ll be sleeping hehehe…
Like this weekend. I spent almost 16 out of 36 hours sleeping. Whahahahah.
There’s nothing really. I just want to blog. Gudnite!
ECHAH SILA BERSABAR!!!
sabar banyak banyak. percayalah, kita pun ada kelemahan kita sendiri. jangan susahkan hidup sendiri dan jangan susahkan hidup orang lain. biarlah kalau susah sekejap ni. nanti mungkin kita senang skit. takpun mana tahu kita akan hadapi yang lebih susah. sabar okay. sabar banyak2…
kalau nak menjerit, jeritla…
asal nanti okay balik
kalau nak nangis, nangislah
asal jangan tak berhenti
kalau nak rehat, rehatla sekejap
asal jangan cepat give up
kalau nak marah, marahla hati
renung dulu diri sendiri…
kalau nak luah, luahlah
biar rasa puas di hati
sabar sabar sabar….
Nothing in particular. It was more like an open up discussion with a good friend. Who went through the same situation, about friendship, career and relationship.
It was a good weekend. Full of activities and meaningful. Met new friends, did new things. Exprienced extraordinary things like watching the hot air balloon emergency landing. Thanks so much for the marvellous weekend.
Dear friends, I can’t thank you enough for the time we’ve had together! Thanks so much!
I was out for lunch with mid, fish n mid’s fren. We were kind of late. Mid drove her klisa real fast. I felt it was fast, but when I glanced at the meter, it was barely after 100. So I said to mid that I thought it was faster than 100 mph.
Mid : Do not compare to your car!
Me : Okay. But zul drove his car faster than this. And it’s kelisa too!
Mid : Oh yeah. But now he’s driving bigger car.
Me : You’re hurting me!
Mid : You started it!
Me : I m not talking about now!
Mid : Okay. Sorry!
Zul was an old friend that I used to like. But now he’s with someone else.
I remember our conversation which took place almost a year ago.
Him : How much did you pay for your car monthly?
Me : Very much.
Him : How much?
Me : Almost 700. 
Why? Are you planning on buying a new car?
He smiled and nodded
Me : You don’t have to.
He : Why?
Me : You could use mine what. (only in my mind/heart)
See, you don’t have to buy a new car. You drive a big one now. Doesn’t matter it’s yours or not. People trust you with their car.
And maybe mine is smaller.
*Gen2 to Waja, which one is bigger? Mine is smaller. Right?
Bertukar kepala adalah letih. kalau sebelum ini apa buat boleh diteruskan tanpa banyak hal tapi sekarang kena tapis tapis. padahal ia adalah benda yang sama dan benda yang serupa tapi disampaikan pada satu tempoh selepas tempoh yang lain, maka data adalah berbeza mengikut maklumat terkini yang diperoleh.
keperluan setiap bulan adalah berbeza namun cara penyampaian, dan kepada siapa keperluan itu dimajukan dan dipohon adalah masih penerima yang sama. jadi mengapa perlu bertapis tapis dengan rapi sedangkan sebelum ini ia adalah secara terus tanpa ada penyemakan berulang kali. kerana data yang dimajukan adalah data yang telah diedit tanpa merubah kandungan yang diperoleh dari kepala yang lagi besar.
aduyai!
tersekat kreativiti dan kritis ku buat masa ini.
Cwan yang selalu kata single tu dah bertunang dah. Terasa la jugak seposen bila tau tau dah bertunang pun dan majlisnya dalam dua tiga bulan ni dah. Katanya dia takut tak jadi. So malas nak bagitau awal2. Bukankah kalau kita kawan kita akan doakan yang baik2 untuk kawan kawan kita. Kenapa takut tak jadi? Tak yakin kah dengan pilihan? Mungkin dia ada reason dan sebab dia sendiri. Tak tahulah. Yang aku tahu, aku terasa. Aku kan selfish. Mesti nak suruh orang jaga hati aku saja. Kan. Bertunang ngan skulmate pulak tu. Yang aku kenal lah. Huuu. Sampai hati.
Sorang lagi, hmmm. Tiap tiap bulan mesti bersembang di telefon atau sekali sekala bertegur sapa di ym. Tak pernah ada bayangan mahu tunang pun. Bayangan macam nak ngorat aku adalah. Aku kan penuh perasaan dan penuh perasan. Tentulah aku perasan dia nak ngorat aku. Tapi rupanya dah nak kawin hujung minggu ni. Tapi aku kool. Aku doakan yang terbaek untuk dia dan pasangan dia. Marahla jugak sebab tak bagitau aku awal2. Ha. Suka hati aku bila dia minta maaf. HAHA. Jahat la aku ni.
So, kawan2 sila bagitau aku kalau dalam masa terdekat ni korang semua nak kawin ke dah declare ke…
Kalau tak aku terasa hati malas nak kawan ngan korang lagi. HUHU.
Aku kan selfish, manja dan mengada-ngada.
Sekarang ni ada banyak perkara perkara yang macam kecil, tapi sangat menggembirakan. Mempengaruhi mood dan perasaan aku, menjadi lebih positif dan optimis. Syukur.
Antaranya;
i. komen kawan-kawan di blog
ii. sapaan kawan2 di ym [walau aku guna ebuddy jer]
iii. lambaian kawan2 kalau bertemu di jalanan…
iv. orang hensem yang kebetulan ada di berdekatan
v. senyuman kawan2…
vi. gurau senda, gaduh gaduh dengan kawan2…
vii. kerja yang berjalan lancar.— this is a big thing… 
viii. makan-makan dengan kawan2…[kalau free lagi baik]
Hmmm. Senang nak ceriakan aku. Mari, ceriakan aku. 
Answers for the why rootless tree.
Almost.
What I want from you
Is empty your head
They say be true
Don’t stain your bed
We do what we need to be free
And it leans on me
Like a rootless tree
What I want from us
Is empty our minds
We fake a fuss
And fracture the times
We go blind
When we’ve needed to see
And it leans on me
Like a rootless…
So f*** you, f*** you, f*** you
And all we’ve been through
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
It’s nothing to you
And if you hate me, hate me, hate me
Then hate me so good that you can let me out
Let me out of this hell when you’re around
Let me out, let me out,
Let me out of this hell when you’re around
Let me out, let me out
What I want from this
Is learn to let go
No not of you
Of all that´s been told
Killers reinvent and believe
And this leans on me
Like a rootless…
Watch/listen to it here.
One day a girl asked her best friend, who is a guy.
Girl : What make you still attach to me?
Boy : I don’t want to lose a friend like you. A special one.
Girl : Oh.
Boy : Why?
Girl : Nothing. If were asked the same question, I would say that you make me happy. Always.
Boy : Oh.
See, we think differently, right. It’s better to say it out loud rather than hoping someone would understand what are we thinking. Right?
Kadang kadang kawan yang jauh di mata tu lagi dekat di hati.
Kan?
Thanks for coming.
No problem. Bukan selalu.
Bukan selalu? I guess I see you more than I see anyone else.
Huh?
Susah nak lepak-lepak macam dulu lagi. Ada yang dah berkahwin dan dapat anak pun. Kalau dulu, weekdays pun boleh lari-lari lepas office hour pergi tengok wayang merata-rata. Sekarang? Hmmm. Nak lepak kedai mamak pun kena inform awal seminggu. Kan?
Rindu betul masa dulu. Tapi itu dulu, masa tanggungjawab tak seberat sekarang. Sekarang, tanggungjawab sama berat dengan bilangan kerja. [yang tak terbilang tu lain la cerita nya].
Okaylah. Malam ni nak lepak main boling ngan geng2 105ers. Harap2 ramai yang turun. Kalau dulu ramai tu ramailah. Sekarang ramai tu, hmmm..5 orang pun dah kira ramai. Huhu. Sedih kan?
*105ers disebut one-zero-fivers. bukan LOSERS. haha.
