a i s h a h i z h e r e

*floating*

Masa menaip ni, aku rasa macam benda2 depan mata aku bergerak-gerak, bergoyang-goyang.  Macam floating gitu.

Perasaan yang sama selepas lepak lama2 dalam air di tepi pantai.  Ye, tepi pantai…

Perasaan yang sama juga aku rasa bila keluar dari lift di Hotel GH di Melaka minggu lepas.  Ye, hotel yang bagi aku hadiah kain pasang sepasang. Sepasang kain pasang.

GH, Melaka. Antara kursus yang paling best pernah aku join (dan organize). Mungkin aku dah ada rapport yang baik dengan kebanyakkan peserta. Jadi, semuanya bertambah senang dan penceramah dan fasilitator juga sangat okay.  Melaka memang tempat yang fun untuk dilawati. 
Bukan macam first kursus dulu, sudah la tak reti, tak kenal orang pulak tu.  Sedih betul.

Rindu juga pada fieza dan marissa, my former assistants tu.  marissa dah tukar, fieza pulak mc…sampai Jun, appendik punya pasal.  Hopefully she’s getting better, sooner.

Thank God, for the new assistant is as good as I could hope.
Masih lagi menimbul-nimbul ni. 

Semalam meeting, tahu tak? Almost 5 hours.  Tak cukup lagi, tadi SB plus a few hours more to discuss about the semalam-meeting. It was like a review la, a bit like that.

Kerja is going on well. Dalam masa aku ingat I will be a little lighter and freer this week, well dream on.  There’s much more ahead for me, to plan and to be done. Anyway, I would like that much, rather than just sitting doing nothing but online window shopping and well, blogging.

It is more fun to be doing some self rumbling here for the “that was me writing” is almost as public as it could be, for the time being. 

I dont have that many readers here. And I’d love that.

Am meeting a friend after work. And I m letting go a game, I know I would score at, haha yes, the monthly bowling game. (I’ve won 2nd place last month, got a “lost in a blink” RM20) HEHE. It was fun!

Still have things to finish.

*p.s : Hopefully I am not practising the false sense of urgency. I know I am a bit complancency anyway. *shrugg*

What ever!

Tetiba jadi susah nak jawab.

Dulu masa awal join servis, kawan paling rapat yang suka bersosial ialah Khai. Masa tu aku belum geng betul dengan aimi, mid dan fish [to name a few]. Sebab almost everyday aku pergi dan balik kerja dengan khai dan UR UR. (kereta khai).

Waktu tu kalau keluar lepak2 petang adalah di alamanda. Kalau ada keluar KL tentu tazril yang initiate plan dan aku ikut saja khai sebab aku balik ngn dia kan. Waktu tu aku duk ampang, khai kat bandar tasek, dia drop aku kat lrt sg. besi la.

Kalau melepak melepak masa tu, akan jumpa la yus, ellya, zaha dll. Ini stock yang aku tak berapa geng pun sebenarnya. tak sejiwwo. mungkin aku agak muda belia dan murni sentosa lagi masa tu. hakhak. yelah, orang lain semua vogue2 dan dah kerja best2 before join pitidi. bukan macam aku. melarat2 di panggung mbo. haha. tapi nak buat macam mana, dah pitidi, memang senang aku menyesuaikan diri. hehe. puji diri sendiri pulak.

so, apa pointnya, pointnya ialah, kita susah dah nak bersosial macam dulu sebab :

i. khai dan taz dah tak kerja di malaysia dah

ii. ramai geng2 dah kawin babe

iii. geng2 aku pun dah berubah.

iv. usia kita dah makin tua memungkinkan kita untuk tidak betah lagi bersosial macam dulu. hau.

ermm. mungkin. whateverlah.

There’s no such thing as working under minimal supervision when you’re not a boss dear. Especially when you’re working in office [like mine].

HUHU. 

Imagine : To come out with a simple letter to tell people that training is going to be held on this, at that place, please bring this and that…

But for a letter as simple as that, you have to redo and recheck up until 10th times. And the recipients wouldnt even care if you have done slight grammatical error or wrong numbering once in a while, as long as the meaning is best conveyed!

And to make it worse, it isn’t the first time you come out with that kind of letter. You have done the same thing every now and then. And you just replace the time and place and the training modules. But why, dear boss, you would always love to make simple things look complicated? Why? Please. And if you want to ammend, just ammend.

And, please don’t ask me tricky questions and hope me to ask them with sincere heart… I just won’t answer them, for I think I will be rude and impolite. It’s such a waste of time.

Please. I am not in hurry. Yes, take your time boss. Please.

*MAD*

*update* I am not that mad anymore. FUH. My english is good when I am mad. It seems la.

i. kepada abam pirate dan my xhousemate sebab da selamat kawin. i m happy for you both.

ii. kepada diri sendiri sebab

• berjaya drive seorang diri dari kl ke kelate on thursday, 30th april
• berjaya drive first time ke ipoh, dari kelate. tapi ada gu temankan. thanks bro!
• berjaya membantu PAK dalam siri interview. untuk job 41 beb! wah!

that’s all. am still a bit tired from all those trips.