Oct 1st, 2009
No more
So he was emailing me asking when could he see me. He was planning on giving me his invitation card. Yes, he’s getting married. 
I don’t know if it is the beginning or is it the end. The beginning of a new friendship. Of me being friend not only to him, but his soon-to-be wife too. Or the end of our so called friendship.
I just didn’t know how should I react. Should I be happy? I was. But I have the right to not be happy. I was happy for him, but not happy for me. It’s obvious right.
So, there.
When it’s the one, we just knew. We’ve been friend longer than the period of him started to know his wife to be. It’s not about time. Kan?
I said to him that he could just put the card on my car’s mirror. He insisted on meeting me.
I went to the car to find him waiting there. With the card. I’ve had lots of things to say and I hoped he would feel the same. No, it wasn’t nothing like that.
Just a brief congratulations.
I didn’t know. I didn’t know. Things are different. I didn’t know him as I did before.
I don’t really want to know anything of him. This one is more than enough to shock me up.
I wish him happy. I wish I would be happy too.
da lame saya tak bc blog cik.. td xde wat pape.. sy terbaca..
so sad la.. sapekah gerangan yg dimaksudkan tu..?mayb..dia ke?
fieza… rasa2 betula tu
sedih jugak.
one of the most heartfelt read..
how can we not be happy for him and not happy for us? how. because obviously he meant something some time ago.
i don’t know how to say this to make u feel better. it’s just that, i truly understand. and i feel your pain. because i feel the same way too, so many times that i lost count.
hopefully this too shall pass.
this shall pass.. n u’ll find ur happiness soon..
god has everything well planned for all of us.
thanks.
it is too much to keep it inside.
that’s why you were so testy that bowling nite, huh?
sori psl tak dpt lighten off yr mood much, then. ida bab direction memang lost west for the first time. esp at night.